ha, ha, hahaha. never having realized how loud construction sites could be. in the MORNING! and dvorak fell on my head slowly during the night. like one...movement...at...a...time. ho. but it's finally coool in philly. slept 'neath my blanket and it was good. so - this mystical bond which grows between us as the carnival ends. all so friendly are we, all so karaoke are we, all so willing to accept the trifling anomalies of each others' varied and multiple existences. our incroyable lingualness, our clumsiness, our sluttiness. well. we're not all walking around with hookahs and wearing armani. or even following those who are. woheva. we're all hungry.

and like omg this boy is so beautiful. i keep seeing him, everywhere everywhere very very proximally (and even an ur-him who isn't as good! amazing) but they both fall on my eyes like honeydew. cool mellow and er dewy. i will never know his name. and hopefully this blog won't become embarrassing to me! but i just wanted to note that i believe in physical beauty that makes you stand up a little straighter and wish you hadn't eaten omelette for brunch, that you didn't put on glasses for the night. ohhoo yes.