not easy to post lately just because of new laxity and slowmoving tides of my mind. tonight we went to gojjo for dinner. i just ate some day old vanilla yogurt. i am going to lyon next fall but i do not know what i am doing this summer. i will get new glasses and a prescription for contacts tomorrow. i feel fat from all dem tibs. every girl in the world was sent a victoria's secret clearance catalog. tony was sent the j. crew catalog. i can't watch royal tenenbaums anymore. i could go for the english patient though! i have so many books to read. i have a million regressions to do. feeling so slow and not ... smart. i'm not on a level.