i'm going to send someone a package with only very small things inside. and maybe he will be surprised that i've only given him some various small things. but then isn't it better to think of some array of small things on a rumpled comforter, sitting happily in the sunshine? much more than the thought of say, a playstation 2. but i don't know what to do anymore with the letter i wrote and meant to send with it. and should have sent a long time ago.