really sick tonight in all ways possible. carol's 2-month early birthday! and impending mom, hanseul, spring fling, english brunch presentation. i don't know. ever. not that i don't have confidence in myself but in my life. yesterday i downloaded like 20 songs off of my spinner songpad, mostly dinosaur jr. and modest mouse and playboyplaygirl stuffs. oh yeah, lost my wallet and pencil case aka key depository. all in all not a good week for possession and obsession :^)