get the beans with this
i know this is gross it will be cuter soon.
why be productive? because diligence has drained my mind. i have done so much that i liked today that i can't even think.

12:30

antoine's yummy penne and no dessert

12:35

nab a pineapple from the fruitboard

4:15

give fear a garbled-concise definition of civil society thanks to longman (this movement of information between gay professors is entirely new)
"it's like when the population has the ability...and mechanisms through which they can voice their opinion to the government"

5:30

finish off my CURF application in three drafts

5:35

drop it off at houston

5:40

have the bombay vegetarian platter and a glaceau vitamin-water. discuss career goals, of all things, with tony and lisa.

6:10

van pelt to pick up a book

6:30

bookstore where i see many books of interest but buy a magazine to sate growlings

6:50

back at kceh, realize i had to meet mark and lauren for french at 6

7:00

check e-mail disheartened, only to find the meeting's rescheduled for 7:10

7:10

back at van pelt. i am reheartened.

8:00

we dismantle and eat the pineapple

things get old. sometimes i can manipulate people just by being their friend. my skin's looking ashy. i bought a jane this afternoon. even if you don't like barnes and noble it's comfortable unless that kind of thing makes you uncomfortable, and they really cater to goodness. why not just go, look, then go buy the goods in some grimy, sickly-smelling used bookstore? because it's stupid? it is far better that i read a book than magazines. or is it? crunch. danah and andrea aplasca roomed together at all-state. one generation i am mos def'ly not part of and that is the generation...of...talent.
a poem i wrote for EWT in the may of 1998